我经常有一种疑惑，觉得某些人不知道为什么可以存活在这个世界上？
想得太多，后来觉得，原来不应该活着的，是我...
不是那种轻生的念头，只是觉得自己没有办法融入这样的世界。
也不是完全不可以，毕竟我还是活了这么久...
只是这样的我，太愤世嫉俗，太容易不快乐。
我常常有一种愤恨，些许的不平衡中有着一丝不被理解的伤痛。
或许是因为学不会的事情有太多，
学不会放宽心胸，
学不会眼不见为净，
学不会忍耐，
学不会原谅，
最重要的，是学不会放下。
因为学不会，所以永远都看不透，永远都不会明白。
这就是人生。
Nov 29, 2009
Nov 27, 2009
Meanie
Called up to check whether the salon is opening or not as today is a public holiday...
Me : Halo, I would like to do waxing. Are you available now?
She : Errrr... wait ar...
-waiting-waiting-waiting-
She : Now cannot wor, can you come at 1.30pm?
Me : Ok can, will come over at 1.30pm then.
She : What you wanna do ar?
Me : Half-leg waxing. 2 person ok?
She : HAR?? 2 person aar?? Then have to do one-by-one de wor...
Me : Of course you're going to do one-by-one, can you do for 2 person at a same time?!!
Yes I am mean.
Me : Halo, I would like to do waxing. Are you available now?
She : Errrr... wait ar...
-waiting-waiting-waiting-
She : Now cannot wor, can you come at 1.30pm?
Me : Ok can, will come over at 1.30pm then.
She : What you wanna do ar?
Me : Half-leg waxing. 2 person ok?
She : HAR?? 2 person aar?? Then have to do one-by-one de wor...
Me : Of course you're going to do one-by-one, can you do for 2 person at a same time?!!
Yes I am mean.
It's Thanksgiving Day!!!
Watching the manager walking to one workstation to another, giving an apple to each of the employee, saying thank you to everyone of them for putting the effort throughout the year. So sweet of them, right? I know the giving green apple was abit... *emhem*, but it was the thoughts that count. ^_^
And I suppose to go along with this Thanksgiving Day, CoE made this month a "Thanks" month, which every member of CoE got the chance to write thank you card to anyone else only WITHIN the CoE. Well, I got one (the one and only, LOL) from eL, thanking me for being her 1st colleague >.< I don't know did that sound logic, but I am still happy! Hee...
Besides apple & thank-you card, we've got marshmallow and also Ferrero Rocher. Since my bf's department is not so thoughtful as mine, so I gave him my chocolate as his thanksgiving gift. So sweet of me right? *haha*
I think girls just love small gift for no reason. Because of those I was kinda happy throughout the whole day, until I went to watch Ninja Assassin...
Thank you everyone, and Happy Thanksgiving!!
And I suppose to go along with this Thanksgiving Day, CoE made this month a "Thanks" month, which every member of CoE got the chance to write thank you card to anyone else only WITHIN the CoE. Well, I got one (the one and only, LOL) from eL, thanking me for being her 1st colleague >.< I don't know did that sound logic, but I am still happy! Hee...
Besides apple & thank-you card, we've got marshmallow and also Ferrero Rocher. Since my bf's department is not so thoughtful as mine, so I gave him my chocolate as his thanksgiving gift. So sweet of me right? *haha*
I think girls just love small gift for no reason. Because of those I was kinda happy throughout the whole day, until I went to watch Ninja Assassin...
Thank you everyone, and Happy Thanksgiving!!
Nov 24, 2009
Nov 18, 2009
Chaos
It all started when I was back from Muar.
My sis's bf was then installing the new wireless router because the adapter of the old one just stopped working without any forewarning. At the same time my sis informed me that the water heater in my room was not functioning, while my dad pointed at the ceiling fan and told me that it was also dead. WHAT?!
Okay fine. I was still good living 2 days showering at my bro's bathroom. And came home today, the auto-gate was not giving me any responds. After several presses (I almost crashed my remote control), finally one side of the gate open slowly like an old snail. Well to be honest I'm not too sure whether an old snail does move slower than a young one, but I just felt that the gate must be a super old one. Called up the auto-gate service person, and he's eating I guess. He told me to use Allen key to open the panel box to get the gate open, I was already IN my house >.< FYI, the panel box is in the house, he expected me to climb in to open up the gate, oh my... Also he asked me to check whether circuit breaker was tripped or not, off the switch and tried again... bla bla bla... for half an hour (*%#$^@!^*@&) and he sounded super reluctant to come over. FINE... After the half-hour talk, my BF and I tried to "service" the auto-gate by all means. Hmmm... it did not respond to the remote control, according to that reluctant guy there might be receiver's failure in the panel box. We couldn't do anything more and would just need to find one day and get the reluctant guy to fix.
Just when I thought I can laze around and watch House/ CSI, BF was at the kitchen re-heat the leftover porridge for me... Guess what? YAY the TV started blinking, on & off by itself; so as the microwave, refrigerator and water boiler... and lights joined the party and danced along. But that was NO FUN, I felt like that was a making of ghost scene. We started to off these electric devices one-by-one, trying to locate which was the "one" that made all these happened. Conclusion: No Idea, argh~ BF then called TNB to check whether there's any problem in my housing area and TNB said that they'd come over and have a look. Wuah, good service!
But not efficient enough, took them 1 hour to reach my place and they told us to off the main switch in case there was any electricity leak. We off it half an hour later and basically waited in the dark for another half an hour. BF was mumbling/ hoping that things can be fixed by 10pm, so that we still can watch CSI. lol. And two old-middle-aged men came with big spot light, did a prelim check and told us everything was fine. Huh? Then we demonstrated the ghost scene to them by switching on the main switch, with all lights on. They then started to work with wires and sparks, and told us we should have switched everything on so that they could detect what went wrong. sigh... An hour ago they were the one told us to off the main switch lea, but I forgive old men for their short term memory failure as they were really nice and I did not give them any "duit kopi"... *proud*
Law of Attraction -- with BF's mumbling, everything was back to normal j.i.t @ 10pm. We got to watch CSI and ate my porridge. *peace* All these chaos made me completely moodless to continue my work, who cares? It's okay to be lazy sometimes =)
I am headache now... to find proper people at the convenient day and time to fix the auto-gate, my water heater, and also the ceiling fan... etc... I suspect that the unstable current burned down my home appliances one-by-one T_T
On a seperate note, we were so bored waiting so I camwhore a little...
Didn't realize that the small little yellow flower plant has grown so much~!!
At one point I thought it's going to die soon... :P
While waiting for TNB people... *haha*
It was drizzling weih...
My sis's bf was then installing the new wireless router because the adapter of the old one just stopped working without any forewarning. At the same time my sis informed me that the water heater in my room was not functioning, while my dad pointed at the ceiling fan and told me that it was also dead. WHAT?!
Okay fine. I was still good living 2 days showering at my bro's bathroom. And came home today, the auto-gate was not giving me any responds. After several presses (I almost crashed my remote control), finally one side of the gate open slowly like an old snail. Well to be honest I'm not too sure whether an old snail does move slower than a young one, but I just felt that the gate must be a super old one. Called up the auto-gate service person, and he's eating I guess. He told me to use Allen key to open the panel box to get the gate open, I was already IN my house >.< FYI, the panel box is in the house, he expected me to climb in to open up the gate, oh my... Also he asked me to check whether circuit breaker was tripped or not, off the switch and tried again... bla bla bla... for half an hour (*%#$^@!^*@&) and he sounded super reluctant to come over. FINE... After the half-hour talk, my BF and I tried to "service" the auto-gate by all means. Hmmm... it did not respond to the remote control, according to that reluctant guy there might be receiver's failure in the panel box. We couldn't do anything more and would just need to find one day and get the reluctant guy to fix.
Just when I thought I can laze around and watch House/ CSI, BF was at the kitchen re-heat the leftover porridge for me... Guess what? YAY the TV started blinking, on & off by itself; so as the microwave, refrigerator and water boiler... and lights joined the party and danced along. But that was NO FUN, I felt like that was a making of ghost scene. We started to off these electric devices one-by-one, trying to locate which was the "one" that made all these happened. Conclusion: No Idea, argh~ BF then called TNB to check whether there's any problem in my housing area and TNB said that they'd come over and have a look. Wuah, good service!
But not efficient enough, took them 1 hour to reach my place and they told us to off the main switch in case there was any electricity leak. We off it half an hour later and basically waited in the dark for another half an hour. BF was mumbling/ hoping that things can be fixed by 10pm, so that we still can watch CSI. lol. And two old-middle-aged men came with big spot light, did a prelim check and told us everything was fine. Huh? Then we demonstrated the ghost scene to them by switching on the main switch, with all lights on. They then started to work with wires and sparks, and told us we should have switched everything on so that they could detect what went wrong. sigh... An hour ago they were the one told us to off the main switch lea, but I forgive old men for their short term memory failure as they were really nice and I did not give them any "duit kopi"... *proud*
Law of Attraction -- with BF's mumbling, everything was back to normal j.i.t @ 10pm. We got to watch CSI and ate my porridge. *peace* All these chaos made me completely moodless to continue my work, who cares? It's okay to be lazy sometimes =)
I am headache now... to find proper people at the convenient day and time to fix the auto-gate, my water heater, and also the ceiling fan... etc... I suspect that the unstable current burned down my home appliances one-by-one T_T
On a seperate note, we were so bored waiting so I camwhore a little...
Didn't realize that the small little yellow flower plant has grown so much~!!At one point I thought it's going to die soon... :P
While waiting for TNB people... *haha*It was drizzling weih...
Nov 15, 2009
过去与未来
我不晓得哪里还可以找到这样的戏院...
电影开场前半个小时才可以排队买票；
Manual 的购票方式，一张 A4 的 seating plan，被选了的位置会被打个“X”；
戏票像是去“非法”游乐场的入门卷，手写位置再盖上当天的日期；
只有两间放映室的戏院；
整个楼层中充斥着烟味夹杂潮湿发霉的一种气味，像关丹Teruntum的味道；
应该是 n 年前的马来文翻译 -- SINEPLEKS，比现在的各富有本土特色。
大致上，跟现在的 GSC， TGV，Cineplex 没多大的差别，
除了SINEPLEX 里头完全采用自然风，我想里头可能有抽风机，但肯定没有风扇;
除了看到中场时放映机会突然故障，出现干扰现象；
或者字幕呈现颠倒状态，抑或有别的电影穿插其中...
大致上还是不错，也蛮幸运的...
没有人在里头啃 KFC，没有蟑螂老鼠到处跑...
还是不错的...
我去GSC，TGV，Cineplex 从来都没有这么“山菇”兼兴奋地拍过照，
可想而知我对于在这种传统电影院看 2012 有多么大的期待~
一种过去与未来的交错，
回到十五年前，去体会我们可能会面临的末日。 ^_^
电影开场前半个小时才可以排队买票；
Manual 的购票方式，一张 A4 的 seating plan，被选了的位置会被打个“X”；
戏票像是去“非法”游乐场的入门卷，手写位置再盖上当天的日期；
只有两间放映室的戏院；
整个楼层中充斥着烟味夹杂潮湿发霉的一种气味，像关丹Teruntum的味道；
应该是 n 年前的马来文翻译 -- SINEPLEKS，比现在的各富有本土特色。
大致上，跟现在的 GSC， TGV，Cineplex 没多大的差别，
除了SINEPLEX 里头完全采用自然风，我想里头可能有抽风机，但肯定没有风扇;
除了看到中场时放映机会突然故障，出现干扰现象；
或者字幕呈现颠倒状态，抑或有别的电影穿插其中...
大致上还是不错，也蛮幸运的...
没有人在里头啃 KFC，没有蟑螂老鼠到处跑...
还是不错的...
我去GSC，TGV，Cineplex 从来都没有这么“山菇”兼兴奋地拍过照，
可想而知我对于在这种传统电影院看 2012 有多么大的期待~
一种过去与未来的交错，
回到十五年前，去体会我们可能会面临的末日。 ^_^
Nov 11, 2009
对话
从关丹回来 KL ，总会经过云顶山脚的。
就在那一天...
我：eiiii... 我们没有一起去过云顶叻~
他：对 hor... 怎么没有想过？
[我们最常去的地方是麻坡和关丹 >.<]
我：好啦，找一天我们一定要去云顶！
他：好...!
我：因为每一对情侣都会去云顶！！
他：......
就在那一天...
我：eiiii... 我们没有一起去过云顶叻~
他：对 hor... 怎么没有想过？
[我们最常去的地方是麻坡和关丹 >.<]
我：好啦，找一天我们一定要去云顶！
他：好...!
我：因为每一对情侣都会去云顶！！
他：......
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